BALANCE

Ever feel like you need to do everything perfect?

I woke up this morning, I felt like my day would be busier than anyone! I needed to feed the dog, grab some speakers, go to my studio and load up the truck (running sound for an artist) Make sure I find time to eat something healthy, put gas in my car, slightly nervous because my oil light has been flashing on and off. All of these thoughts are surrounding my brain at 8 AM.

Overwhelmed by thinking how tumultuous this day will be, I start to feel anxiety… tomorrow and even the next day are comparable in nature.

One thing that I am learning how to manage a busy schedule. It seems like something, someone somewhere and at some point loses! Things will go wrong, I just know it! I’m not sure if that is me being negative or realistic. Am I making this up out of my head or is this my typical experience? Either way, as of right now it’s just a feeling. Which is temporary 🔑

What’s most important to me is handling the emotional parts of everything, it surely determines the outcome. Balancing emotions! With every negative feeling that comes, counteracting that with a positive. Is it hard, sometimes, is it worth it? Every time!

I can tell I’ve grown a lot by how much more aware of how I respond to situations. Especially when they haven’t even happened yet lol When they happen is another blog post lol 😂